So fast! You're 19 already!

I'm so sorry that I couldn't celebrate with you this year.

I am so busy with school work.

I have my piano work to do also.

Sickening.

Okay, stop there about me.

Anyway girl, I'm here to wish you happy birthday!

May your health be in good condition, studies improve and achieve whatever you want in life.

Hope you and your laogong relationship gets better this year.

Thank you also for being my friend. In MI, if you weren't there, I would be very bored!

We had soo much fun even thou we did not have a lot friends, we didn't bother what our bloody

classmates see us. We sort of living in our own world. :D

I will remember you forever!

So make this year a adventurous and fruitful year! All the best :)

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So today I went for piano lesson. I did very poorly for my pieces as well as scales.

Probably I'm going to fail this exam.

I have short fingers which makes it a disadvantage, honestly.

But, also, I shouldn't use this as an excuse. I have to start with my piano revisions already.

Before I fail my exam and waste my money.

When I reached home after piano lesson, me and my sister started cleaning our room.

Getting all the unused stuff into a plastic bags. Cleaning every single damn thing.

Wiping tables and tying messy wires.

Our room is spick and span now!

After all the cleaning there is this, sense of achievement. A satisfying feeling.

Like, "Hey! I'm not useless okay!", and it feels great!

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Nadiah is sick.

She's in the hospital.

Although we are not as close as before, but I still feel worried for her.

I was speechless when I receive her sms.

I didn't know what to say. Felt a little stranger towards her.

Her health was poor since I met her so she went to the hospital for a few times already.

I think I will make something or whatever for her.

I don't know when I'm available to go visit her because school work is really stacking up.

This Thursday my aunt and uncle from England is coming to stay.

So, I need more time to do cleaning and stuff like that.

Nadiah, take care of yourself okay!

We haven't met for so long.
It felt a little weird each time we met.
We are helpless with words.
Like suddenly, we lost the ability to speak.
But deep down,
I still remember the times we had.
The things we do.
The laughter we shared.
The jokes we made,
are still in my head.
So please take care!
Cause you're my best friend.

Just wrote a little something for you. Hope you had the chance to read it now. :(