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Name is Michelle
18 on '08
Studying in S'pore Polytechnic
Wishing my life would be like an interesting movie
Comedies always make me happy
Love my friends who stood by me
Family that always got my back
Music makes my world colourful
Dating with MND, We the kings
Saturday, April 28, 2007!
HandWritten on; 7:02 AM

Tired and I woke up at 2 plus today. I went to causeway point to get my handphone repaired. The lady that attended to us was a filipino. My mother felt that her accent was familiar and asked her if she was a filipino. When she nodded, they started talking in tagalog and laughed.

Shit. I can't find my warranty card. I bought accounting paper, file for chinese, liquid paper, hair clip and a small flower carpet for my room.

2 Days till I'm getting back my handphone. I haven't revise or do any of my homework.
Lazy bum. I think I'll get it done tomorrow.

There's no school on tuesday! Hip,Hip Hurray! It's labour day!
Great!

Friday, April 27, 2007!
HandWritten on; 10:16 AM

I am so tired these few days. Practically, I feel like sleeping everday. I have stupid surprise MOB test today and Accounting test. School ends so much later than secondary school and there's a lot more to do. I am so dead beat but still, I have to endure this school life.

After school I went home. My legs are hurting because PE in school is so tiring that it have you work out like NS! After PE I went to the gym and did some running so my legs are aching even more. Once I reached home I saw my sister lying on the sofa with the KFC packaging left on the table. Always like that. She covered herself with the big pillow. I arranged her pillow, gave her a bolster to hug and covered her with blanket.

Went to the room and PA! I fell flat on the bed and had a cat nap. Slept around 3 and woke up at 5. Than I rushed to work. Work was boring today but at least I have my two friends with me today. Whats more, after work we laughed our way home.

Kelvin came with his lao po and baby. The baby is so damn cute! Her small hand wrapped around my fingers. Her head is almost half the size of mine! As I touched her head it felt so fragile. Hehe ^^

Anyway I went up to Ming Lee's house and get DBSK Cds!!! YAY! I got the rising sun album and O jung ban Hup Album. SHUAI man. HAHA. This photo was taken in school. Me n Banana roanna. Lols. Ain't the baby cute?

Saturday, April 21, 2007!
HandWritten on; 9:17 AM

Went to work and I was sooo tired.
Because i worked yesterday till 11 in the night.
Woke up at 11am and I have to head for work.
Haven't do any of my homework yet.
After work went to beauty world with jielun and her group of basketball girl.
I felt so outcast although they were nice people.
I went out walking around listening music.
Hilary duff's : Someone's watching over me
I felt so sad lahs. I envy jielun thou. She never had problems making friends.
I thought of my secondary life and I missed it so much.
The people there. My friends..
Than I thought of Mandy. I really cherished my friends but somehow, some of them don't care.
From that time on, I don't really like mixing with people whom I'm not close with.
It's difficult for me to get to know new people and more difficult to open up with them.
Where are my group of friends?

Felt like crying a lot of times.
Sometimes I just hated my life now in school.

Can I find the a group of friends that I confide in like in secondary school?

BLAhs. Anyway, I cut my hair today. Don't know why but I just feel like it.
I am like feeling down and just want to do something , like a change to myself.

Will a change make me different??

Thursday, April 19, 2007!
HandWritten on; 8:08 AM

My class won the debate today. CONGRATS! Congrats to devi,crystal,maybellina(won the best speaker!) and david. Look at their happy faces. =)
And there's one photo of maybellina making faces. So funny lah. Haha. After school went to eat at "kou fu" in westmall with her teamates. It's so weird and I wasn't myself.
Maybe because I was not close with them so I can't like laugh along with them and everything. Just weird. Well, I took that photo secretely.
Hehe. Just find them funny and everything. Not like me, an anti-social freak.
Happy things:
  • I passed my pre-nafa test with a time of 16 mins plus. YAY!
  • Tomorrow I am working with Ming Lee for the 1st time.
Wouldn't it be cool? I am so looking forward for it man.






Wednesday, April 18, 2007!
HandWritten on; 3:50 AM

Today is the bring your own bag day!

It's also the Pre-U 1 CIP day. My class was divided into few groups stationed in different supermarkets at different supermarkets. The aim of this activity is to promote the Bring Your Own Bag Day.

There was a lot of kinds of reation shown by the public. I've seen people that are very supportive of this project I thought that this campaign should be held frequently. While there are others who are not objective to this campaign and thought that it shouldn't be held frequently as it would be a nuisance.

Would it be a nuisance? I don't think so.


Sunday, April 15, 2007!
HandWritten on; 6:13 AM

YAY! I just bought a new bag! Nike red bag for school.

The design is simple,nice and RED. Hehe.

I am going to buy new school shoes soon.


Yesterday I went to the temple to visit Grandpa and Grandma

because it's Qing Ming Jie. Then we took a photo together in the car. Is it nice??Hey, I mean the bag. HAHA. At 5pm I went to work. Was late for 10mins but LUCKILY I wasn't scolded. Then there was a newcomer named Suan Ju. What a unique name because she was from malaysia. She was not considered newcomer because she worked before in another outlet. We didn't talk at first but soon we click real well. She was talkative and we started tickling each other in pastamania. So funny. The managers were wondering what we were playing. She brightened the day yesterday because usually work was quite boring and soleem so she was fun to be with during work. She did almost all the serving of pasta while I do most of the cleaning. Nice meeting her. =)

Her laughter was funny lah. Like high pitch. lol. Tomorrow I have school. BORING~.

Pictures here.


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HandWritten on; 5:28 AM

OKOK. so I was tagged and the game have to pass on to other 6 people.

This is the rules of the game:
-Each person who gets tagged needs to write an entry of their idiosyncrasies as well clearly states this rule

-After stating your 6 weirdness, choose 6 people to be tagged and write it at the bottom of the blog.

-Dont forget to leave a comment "you're tagged" and ask them to read your blog for more information!

Here it goes...

1. I can go crazy very easily and do very weird stunts like acting too exagerrating.

2. I can get very emotional at times or got sad very easily.

3. I like to sing in the bathroom sometimes.

4. My left last finger have a smaller nail than the right's.

5. I have phobia against balls that fly in the air. Eg. Basketball,volleyballs etc.

6. I like to eat in a rough way not bothering about my image.


LALA~ I've said my piece now its your turn! Who's the lucky people =)

1.Maureen
2.Ada
3.Nani
4.Jielun
5.Nadiah
6.Kai Kee

Monday, April 09, 2007!
HandWritten on; 8:48 AM

Happy birthday to MEI HUI!!
Sorry Mei hui never celebrate your birthday with you. Sad. Anyway, Happy 17th birthday! WOW. Time flies. Anyway, all the best in finding your MR Right. Whether is Mr sweet or Mr K, hope you will find your happiness yeah!

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to MEI HUI!
Happy Birthday to you!!



After school was supposed to meet up with Mei hui to have steamboat for dinner.
Too bad, I couldn't make it on time. School simply ruined everything.
Than I had nowhere to go. I went around looking for her present too.
Waited for lun to finish basketball than we can have dinner together.
Who knows it's bloody long. At the mean time I did my accounting homework and read through the geog notes but not everything.

Than we went to pizza hut to eat as Nadiah was there!
We went there to give her a surprise =)
Her boyfriend was there as well.
The kind couple kindly welcome us and made our drinks for us free of charge.
Jie Lun had Iced mocha made by nadiah and I had Hot chocolate made by Yunos.
With added ingredients in mine. Woo!
Than Nadiah made a desert for us called something like crunch bla. I can't remember.
It was DDEELIcIOUS! MMM. Thanks guys, we really enjoyed the dinner.
BUT, we were so bloated after eating so much. I had baked pasta, regular size pizza shared with jielun and I still couldn't finish it, Soup, Hot chocolate and ice cream!
YUMMMY!

Well, I spent my day well. How about you?

Sunday, April 08, 2007!
HandWritten on; 12:10 AM

Your Birthdate: November 5
People wouldn't take you for a passionate person - and that's where they'd be wrong.You can develop deep emotions quickly, and you're the type most likely to move in with someone after a few dates.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 5
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5
You are most compatible with people born on the 5th, 14th, and 23rd of the month.
http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanforyourlovelifequiz/">What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Saturday, April 07, 2007!
HandWritten on; 10:22 AM


Tolerate Michelle!

Went to church today with Lynn and Tze wen. What a great day. The service really made an impact in me. Although I was reluctant to stand close to Jesus. Like what the pastor said, I was following him at a distance. Church was filled with many people today. I was touched by the ending of the service when they sung this beautiful christian song as they played a video which showed Jesus sacrificing himself for us,sinners. I tried to stop myself from crying but I still dropped a tear of sadness and wiped it away fast to prevent pah sei-ness.
I realised that everyone around me was crying as well. Sniffing was heard as everyone raised their hands up high to worship the god. This Easter day celebration was indeed a memorable one.
6pm-11pm.
In a short period of 5 hours, many things happened. I went to work and was quite unpleasant. Luckily my 4 buddies were there to eat giving me the pillar of support I needed.
I hated someone there but I wont mention who he is. A hint there huh? " he" which means it's a guy. YES. He is a guy but one that I detest alot. How much I wish I can be arch enemies with him. Then I can shoot curses at him directly. For your information I do not curse. HA. I just can't do it. But I gave him a cold shoulder and black face.
I wanted to tell him this.
"If you cannot say anything nice and complimentary than it's best you shut that mouth you got there because you don't think before you open up your mouth"
I may sound evil and bad but I can say that this is not a usual practice to me. I don't go around hating people all of a sudden. It comes with a reason. With that, I would like to top it off with my day at work.
Fair. My manager didn't give me a hard time but was quite a joker today. Guess he got the good mood swings today. And the way he did that sign language telling me that it is a baby chair, so funny. The picture of him doing that was still etched in my mind. Jaspreet came here today for dinner. Haven't seen her for a long time. She really brightened up my day.
That's all for today. An ups and down day for me.

Thursday, April 05, 2007!
HandWritten on; 8:44 AM

PE was so tiring but I managed to perserve on. It was like NS training. I hated the jumping up of the high stairs. SO high lah. So tired. I think I'm going to stop here. I can't stand it!!! My eyes are so tired. I feel so restless..

Sunday, April 01, 2007!
HandWritten on; 1:01 AM

If a sad feeling goes on for too long, hurts too deeply, and makes it hard for you to enjoy the good things about your life, it's called depression.

Here are some of the signs and symptoms of depression:

  • feeling empty or numb
  • feeling hopeless (like there's nothing to look forward to)
  • feeling guilty or worthless
  • feeling lonely or unloved
  • feeling irritable and annoyed a lot (every little thing gets on your nerves)
  • feeling like things are not fun anymore
  • having trouble keeping your mind on schoolwork or homework or getting bad grades
  • having trouble keeping your mind on things like reading or watching TV or not remembering what a book or a TV show was about
  • having less energy and feeling tired all the time
  • sleeping too much or not enough
  • not eating enough and weight loss or eating too much and weight gain
  • thinking about death or thinking about suicide
  • spending less time with friends and more time alone
  • crying a lot, often for no reason
  • feeling restless (being unable to sit still or relax)
  • having certain body feelings, like lots of stomachaches, headaches, or chest pain

People who have depression may not know it. Often it's a parent or teacher who notices behavior changes like the ones in the list above. Depression can run in families. Having a parent who gets depressed makes it more likely for a kid to become depressed.

When children have depression it is usually coming from a long period of sadness after the loss of someone really close, such as a parent; long-lasting problems at home, including violence, illness, divorce, or alcohol or drug use; child abuse or neglect; rape; and long-term illness, burns, or accidents. But sometimes kids may be depressed for no apparent reason.

Do you have depression?

link:http://www.kidshealth.org/kid/feeling/thought/sadness.html