heart.
Name is Michelle
18 on '08
Studying in S'pore Polytechnic
Wishing my life would be like an interesting movie
Comedies always make me happy
Love my friends who stood by me
Family that always got my back
Music makes my world colourful
Dating with MND, We the kings
Thursday, August 31, 2006!
HandWritten on; 6:41 AM
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!
I want to thank my teachers especially Mdm Wai for teaching me and helping me in my POA. She taught me a lot and was very concern with other aspects.
Today, the day started fine. We are allowed to wear casual clothes to school. I wore my class T-shirt and pants. The concert was fun. There was one guy who danced during the performance. He danced really well. Norman went to our school to sing for us too.
Then, I went to jurong east to eat long john silver then i went to play the arcade there. I played gun shooting but sadly I died shortly. Haha. My one dollar and forty cents flew away just like that. I played only for like ten minutes then I headed home.
I wanted to go back to my primary school but I could not find my primary school mates and my sister was going there with her friends so its weird having me around right?
Its night time now and im in a very bad mood. I quarrelled with my sister. A big argument. She have a bad temper man. I really can't stand it. When will she learn to control her temper. Maybe not in her entire life. It would be a pity. My parents gave us a ''lesson'' but I was too frustrated to sit and listen. I just turned away not looking at them. Better not talk about it.
Maybe i should learn to control myself too. If she don't offend me it would be the best because, whenever I am very angry, I can go to the extend to make your life misery.
This was something many people could not see in me. I seemed to be nice but no one is perfect. There is small portion in me that is evil. If you managed to bring that part of me out, you are so dead but of course, the bigger portion of me is nice. Haha.
Maybe i have to cool myself down because I think I am talking rubbish now.
Maybe Im just too tired.
Sunday, August 27, 2006!
HandWritten on; 7:52 AM
Happy Birthday Girl!
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to Mandy
Happy birthday to you
Today was a tiring day. We woke up at 10a.m, got dressed and headed to orchard road. We spent our day there shopping. I bought a black top with white spots on it and a white pearl necklace. I shopped for Mandy's present too. I found something that I think its nice for her so I bought it. The present was a ***. Haha. Sorry! It cant be revealed. Anyway,the present is small and I do hope she like it.
After all the shopping, we went to a golf club to play golf. My Father taught me a little on golf. After trying to play golf, I found out that golf takes alot of skills and patience. It was fun although it seems boring. I missed the ball several times but it worked out fine.
Next, we headed to the swimming complex at Bukit Gombak. I did not want to go swimming because I hated wearing swimming costume but still, I was being forced to go swimming. As usual, I enjoyed it. Our family day was full of activites and it was fun. I wished we had more of these days. When I reached home, I was so exhasuted. Tomorrow we have to go back to school. *Sigh*
Finally, a note to Mandy.
Dear Mandy,
I hope that you enjoyed yourself on your birthday. Stay healthy! Its especially important as the 'o' levels are coming in 2 months time. Work hard for good results so that you won't have any regrets in your life. Although we have drifted apart, I want you to know that if you are happy with your new friends then its alright for me but if you are finding someone to accompany you or anything you can come and look for me anytime. Happy Birthday!
Love,
Michelle
Friday, August 25, 2006!
HandWritten on; 7:02 PM
Here comes Friday. It was a normal day. My only wish was for school to end early. I really hate going school this few days. I think that it was tiring and quite useless. What I meant was I felt that it would be much better for me to study at home. I am able to do all the work at one time. With the limited time left, I really hoped that more time is given to do revision on our own. I love Saturdays and Sundays! Its the time when I can do my revision in my house or maybe studying with my friends. My mood will be extremely bad on Monday but I am happy when Saturday comes. The cycle just goes on. Recently my computer is lagging. Its so difficult to work with a sick computer.
My 'o' levels are coming but I dont think I am getting enough revision. I think I have to start bucking up this week. I will start by organising all my worksheets first then get all the work done. If I do well in my 'o' levels I may get a handphone and a MP3. I am more interested in the MP3 because I love music. Hahaha.
I am tired of seeing the idols with the best voices got kicked out each season. What is wrong with Singaporeans? Are we voting for the vocals or the appearance? Both vocal and appearance is important but since it is a singing competition we should be voting for the ones with the best voices. If Hady Mirza who is the best singer now in the competition got kicked out I'll be disappointed but I guess Singapore will wake up one day and realised that being a singer is not about the looks. Hope the results for the next week wil be better.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006!
HandWritten on; 5:34 PM
Happy birthday Girl!
Happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to Nani
Happy Birthday to you!!!
Today is Nani's birthday. I had prepared her a gift. Hope she would like it. Its nothing special this is because I did not have the time to buy the suitable gift for her. The gift is a black T-shirt. I still remember the day when we went to IMM. We went into a shop named " This Fashion''. We was window shopping because we did not have enough money to shop. Then I caught an eye on a black top. It had buttons on it and it was quite long. I asked her to give it a try and she went to the fitting room to get dressed. At the time, she fell in love with the shirt. She asked her father to buy the shirt but as it is costly,her father rejected her. She was sad. I can see that in her eyes. I wanted to buy it for her but she would not let me. At the coming of her birthday, I was lost at what to buy for her. I walked around westmall for around about an hour. Suddenly I remembered that day. I went to This Fashion to find the shirt but it was invalid. So, I decided to find a nice one for her.
Dear Nani,
Sorry that I was not able to find the shirt for you. I hoped you like the new shirt I bought for you. I wished I would see you wearing that shirt some day. I know your birthday is quite bland this year. I promise you that I will make your birthday lively next year. Provided I am able to celebrate your birthday next year. :) All the best for the upcoming exams. Try your best and Im sure you are able to make it and get your ideal course. Bestie,take care of your health! After the 'o' levels we will have fun okay? I look forward to that day.
Love,
Michelle
Sunday, August 20, 2006!
HandWritten on; 4:12 AM
Today is Sunday. Its the day i hate and love. I hate Sundays because its the last day i have before im going back to school and it signifies a starting of a new,torturing and tiring week. Today it was quite fun. I woke up early at 9a.m. and made breakfast for the whole family. I cooked scrambled eggs on toast for me and my Father and roti pratas for my Mother and sister. It was fun but the fun wore out when I sat in the living room waiting for them to wake up. They woke up at 11p.m which spoiled the fun.
Sitting alone in my room i thought alot. I missed my friends. I missed the times we had.
Starting from the left: Lynn,Michelle,Mandy
I really loved this photo. It was well taken and it really brought back many memories. How i hoped that we could just stay on like this. If the three of us were to be brought back together and take a photo, I don't think I'll be able to smile wholeheartedly like I did before.
I did not understand how the break-up happened. It just happened so instantly. It was like a dream. When I woke up,we were back to square one. (strangers) Fate has brought us together but maybe we did not cherished it. I was thinking alot recently because I hated the way we acted. We walked past each other with our own group of friends. I can hear the giggling at my back as it faded slowly. I can see them but it was so difficult to take a step front and greet them.
I don wish to carry on like that but maybe I'll just leave it as it is and leave it to fate.Maybe fate will bring us back together again...
Starting from the left: Lynn,Michelle,Mandy