I did not do well for my prelims. The bad results did do some motivation for me. Science scoring a F9. Fantastic huh? More revision has to be done and quick.

These are my ideal scores for 'o' level.
English - B4
Chinese- B3
Poa- A2
Maths- A2
Science- B4

Science! Why can't I do well for it? Frustrated.Sick.Fed up.
Well, i scored C5 for maths but I believed I can do better. I'l try.
Poa i scored a B3 so there's room for improvement.
English. I havent even got back the results for paper 2 but I know I did badly. I made a blunder during the exam. I slept. My free writing got 21/30. It was so-so but my situational writing pulled it down. So i scored a B4 for paper 1.
Im not going to think so much for now. Around 4 weeks left to the 'o' level examination. I am just going to work towards my goal. Most importantly, I want to know that I've done my best for my exams.

I just had tuition just now. When I was sending my teacher out, she passed me a plastic bag with something inside. It was a gift for children's day. -_- Im not a kid anymore! Haha. It was really sweet of her. She gave me a note book and a packet of maggie. The gift really made my day.

Yesterday, I was late for school. I had to stay back for detention. Terrible. I stayed back to have my lunch first and guess who I saw? My old friend. I was quite happy thinking that she still cared for me. When she saw some guy who she was waiting for she walked off without saying a word. What a great friend...

Damm.

Sad sad sad. Sad but I'm getting stronger.

I scored badly for physics. Well,I've expected that. It was heart-wrenching to see no improvement although I studied. Maybe it's not enough or I used the wrong method to study. I know I will fail for my chemistry. I'm not good at science at all but anyway, if you're not good at a subject it does not mean you will fail. Failure doesn't determine my fate so I will buck up to fight till the end. I know the setbacks would not pull me down back give me the motivation to be more well prepared.

Today was quite upset with such disappointing results. Ming Lee told me a lot of things to console me. She told me that it is not so useful depending on teachers. It is important to depend on yourself. After all the talking she said this. ''Haha. I like being a counseller leh''. *giggles

Felt quite bad as Ming Lee did not scored very well and she had to comfort me. Hey Michelle, it's just the prelim!

I think I'm going to do something about it. Can't going on like this. Buying revision guides,study everyday and making it a commitment. I told Qiong hui that we will stay back everyday to study and get help from teachers till our marks improve. No matter what it takes, I have to LIKE science. I would'nt bear to let my parents down.
They have spending money for us. I remembered my father said to me, ''Every time I get my salary I would spend it for my children. Then I left nothing for myself. Sometimes I feel that I worked so hard but it's all for my children. I wanted to buy something for myself like a golf bag but I do not have enough money.''

After my 'O' levels I want to work. Qiong hui recommended that I could work in the factory. The salary is about a thousand per month.That was a big sum of money for me. If I have a thosand dollars, I could help to contribute some expenses for my family. Then I can still put aside some money for myself so I don't have to ask for money from my parents.

Anyway, after all the bla bla bla about my life, I'm going to upload the photos I promised. :)

These are the photos that we took in the coffee bean when we are supposed to be studying on the left.

Haha. At the bottom there are the photos Ming Lee and me took in the bus.

Hey! Its been days since I've blogged. This time I'm going to update a few photos! Those photos are taken when Ming Lee,Jie Lun and me went to coffee bean to study. We ended up tooking photos! Haha. There were a few funny photos because we took it for fun.

Finally,tomorrow is the last paper I'm taking! At last i can take a deep breath and smell the fresh air and break through from the suffocating walls that are absorbing all my oxygen. Haha, that's a bit exaggerating. Well, tomorrow after the paper, Ming Lee,Jie Lun and I are going to Kbox to sing till our lungs drop. Haha. I'm a bit crazy today because i can finally smile after all the serious work. Then we are going to bugis to SHOP SHOP SHOP! Its only for a day and then we are back to work. Preparing for 'o' levels. The BIG thing. The last time I went to shopping was like months ago? So I'm going to enjoy myself tomorrow. I must sing till my jaws drop and shop till my legs ache!

I am going to wear a skirt tomorrow for my outing. -_-
Why? That's because I promised Ming Lee? She forced me into doing this! I hated wearing mini skirts. It's a kind of uncomfortable feeling that I can't shake it off. Maybe I'll wear it one day but it will be the day when I have full confidence in myself. Not now.

I am also going to post a few photos Ming Lee and me took in the bus. It was quite funny as the bus was moving and it was difficult to hold the camera well. (Ming Lee's handphone)
Recently I got to know that Ayu had a kind of illness which is not so serious. It's a XXX. Sorry! Can't be revealed. Haha. Anyway, I realised that everyone seemed to be healthy but they might not be healthy. Life is precious so we must live our life the right way.

Woops! So sorry! The photos could not be uploaded! I will uploaded some other time. Yawn! Have to go study!

Farewell.

Haha. Guess what? I'm here to bring more photos. Recently I got back a few photos taken in a concert. I went to the concert quite long ago with Mandy and Lynn. We took a few photos and I'm posting it here! Right here! haha. Tomorrow I am having my maths paper 1. I hope I do well for it? Everyone hopes for that isn't it? I cant wait to finish the 'o' levels. Then i can relax.

Here are the photos! o_O

Today I took my practical test. It was nerve racking! After school I went to coffee bean to study with Ayu,Ming lee and Jielun. Went home today feeling moody. I think I am going to fail my practical exam. Sighs. Anyway I just got some photos from my friends so I want to share it with
you! Here are some photos taken when russell lee came to our school and another was on teacher's day.

It was a fun day today. Having my best friends with you to spend a boring day was the best. We had so much fun! Haha. Today we went to the library with the intention to study but failed. We started taking many pictures and told many jokes to each other. Then we went out of the library to get some food. When we were to get back to the library it was raining. Gosh! We had to run under the rain to get back to the library. It was embarrasing but with your besties beside you, you forget all about the embarrasement. We agreed to cling onto each other as we run under the rain. It was funny because my spectacles was going to fall off. Hehe.

After this we headed to my house. We look at the old pictures we took. We looked so funny and nerdy especially me! Haha. Then we watched Holland V and Mr. Fighting together too. It was fun. The whole room was filled with laughter. Smiles was seen on our faces. So long since we get together. I missed the times. Today was a memorable day and I hoped we had more of these days.

I would like to share some of the photos with you! Enjoy. =)

Today I woke up late. At 1p.m. So late! Then I did E maths ten years series and some english work. Then at 5.30pm I had tuition which ended at 7.30pm. I watched Singapore Idol while studying physic but I found out it was so difficult to study in front of the television. Guess what? I saw someone I know on TV. From our school and I saw him TV twice. Then now I'm using the computer to type an entry. After this, Im going to start studying again!

*study study study*

You know what? All of a sudden I missed going to band practices. I missed the people,my instructors,the music and most of all my french horn! The picture of a horn is right at the left! Is'nt it beautiful? Haha. *cackles*
I just simply love it!


Can't think much! Now have to keep thinking of 'O' levels. (my nightmare)

Tomorrow Im going to school to have a POA lesson then Im going to the library to meet Nani and Nad to study. I know that my results are not realistic and I might fail but I still have to CHIONG right? So,wish me luck people!

Yesterday when I heard the news about the death of Steve irwin I was so shocked. I remembered how I enjoyed watching his documentries. He died so suddenly. It was a loss for everyone. I will miss seeing him on TV. He was a nice person.

Hmm.I guessed life is fragile..

I have changed my blogskin. I hope it's nicer than before.
I am alone at home. I have no mood to study at all. What am I suppose to do to get motivation to start my revision. Few more days left. Hope I get my motivation back. If not, I'll be letting many people down. Must buck up Michelle! *slaps face*

You might have noticed that i've said very little things and leaving a lot of space.

Well, thats because,I've got nothing to say.