It's already 4.49am. According to the time on my laptop. I am still not in bed. I was quite tired but I kept myself awake with videos. The funny thing was, I did not enjoy the videos. I did not have the intention of watching them either. It was just to kill time. So I sat here, and watched a small screen with moving objects and sounds but I wasn't concentrating. Nothing left to do so I came here to blog.

The following below are random talking so read if you don't mind wasting your time.

You know, promises are meant to be kept not broken right? Human beings are not perfect of course, so breaking a few promises may be forgivable. What if you broke more than ... 5 promises?

I felt like crying a while ago. It was quite weird how our mood can actually "swing"! Don't ask me why or anything. I can't give you an answer. I don't even know the answer! Some sort of depression I guess? I thought a lot. School. Friends. Relastionships. Not forgetting my family. Perhaps that's where my unhappiness comes from. Of course, a whole lot of happiness is deprived from there as well.

I feel especially lonely at night or should I say morning. Everyone's asleep but I'm not. Yes, it was intentionally. I just do not want to go to bed. Give me ten bucks, I still refuse to. Give me a hundred bucks I, may consider. :D

See, I'm joking, which means I'm alright!

Next week I'm going to exercise. I've actually declared on my blog! In order not to "malu", I have to carry it out. Hahahaha. My dad says I look rounder, mum says I look fatter. I told them that I looked cute! Dad replied: " More like a cube lah! Cute... "

Tomorrow is family day! Not really looking forward to it. Well, but the thought of going to the beach, that makes a lot of difference. I think I may enjoy this. Tuna and Egg Mayo sandwiches.. Yummy! ( I made them ok!) Can't wait to taste them tomorrow.

Alright. I'm going to lay on my bed and close my eyes. Not sleep okay! Is resting on the bed with my eyes closed.