Went to work and I was sooo tired.
Because i worked yesterday till 11 in the night.
Woke up at 11am and I have to head for work.
Haven't do any of my homework yet.
After work went to beauty world with jielun and her group of basketball girl.
I felt so outcast although they were nice people.
I went out walking around listening music.
Hilary duff's : Someone's watching over me
I felt so sad lahs. I envy jielun thou. She never had problems making friends.
I thought of my secondary life and I missed it so much.
The people there. My friends..
Than I thought of Mandy. I really cherished my friends but somehow, some of them don't care.
From that time on, I don't really like mixing with people whom I'm not close with.
It's difficult for me to get to know new people and more difficult to open up with them.
Where are my group of friends?

Felt like crying a lot of times.
Sometimes I just hated my life now in school.

Can I find the a group of friends that I confide in like in secondary school?

BLAhs. Anyway, I cut my hair today. Don't know why but I just feel like it.
I am like feeling down and just want to do something , like a change to myself.

Will a change make me different??