heart.
Name is Michelle
18 on '08
Studying in S'pore Polytechnic
Wishing my life would be like an interesting movie
Comedies always make me happy
Love my friends who stood by me
Family that always got my back
Music makes my world colourful
Dating with MND, We the kings
Wednesday, December 20, 2006!
HandWritten on; 8:45 PM
I am feeling so confused and depressed. I felt like no one supported me in this job. I am doing this
for real! Seriously. Not for fun,for leisure or playing around. I just want them to support me in this.
There is no obligation. What is the reason for rejecting me? I have to do reflection. Yesterday had
a tough talk with my family and I am feeling so demoralised. I am not a good speaker so I am not
good in handling such situations. It was difficult for me to tackle the problems. Point 7: courageous
act. I don't think I have that. I am just an ordinary girl who is trying to change into a better person but
its difficult to change when no one gives me a chance. But I am going strong. I just need time and
space to think about it. Rejection is good. It allows people to grow even stronger. I hope I don't give
up..Yesterday I went back home around 8. When I open the door I heard my mother said, " She's back
home!" Then I was like " huh?". Obviously, they don't usually do this?
Then they came up to me.
Mum : Congratulations ah!!
Michelle : (in confusion) huh? what?
Dad: Your boyfriend called you!
Michelle: Boyfriend?
Mum: (kissed my cheek) So good ah you!
Dad: We even bought you something!
Michelle: In the daze..Haha. Then my mum pulled me to the table and showed me a letter. Then the truth came to light. I
got a "good progress" award. Recieved $150. Haha. I was so happy of course. That night I got to
eat KFC for dinner. The present? It was a keychain. hehe. Small but I'm contented. My father
always refused to believe that I studied. He thought I was doing something in my room. Watching
Tv or doing something else. My mum on the other hand believed me and tried telling my Father but
he thought differently. By getting this award it boost my confidence and I have something to show
my Father. SMILES.Today I am staying at home. I just need a break. I am tired. Today is my sister's birthday by the
way.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI MEI!!I am broke ah. So no present for you YET. Laughs* But Jie Jie promise you I will buy something ok? =) Jielun and Doris birthday is tomorrow. So,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
