I thought that I improved a bit in my prelims. My teacher gave me moral support and told me not to give up. It's not the end yet. When I looked at my L1R4 i had 20 points and I thought that was very bad and I had this glum look on my face.

My teacher looked at me and say, '' Hey michelle! You didn't score that badly. Come on. Smile! "

Haha. I did smile. When I went home I told my Father about my results. He felt that I did very badly. They all looked so stress and bothered about it and my tears were going to fall. My mood was really terrible. I just hope I can hold on for the next 4 weeks and get over it. I hope I get good results so as not to disappoint people who cared for me.

Today I can't get myself to work in school. Everyday I would think about my studies. I keep telling myself that I could enjoy myself after the 'O' levels. I just have to tolerate for this period of time. It was agonizing. I am indeed disappointed with the results I got. Sometimes I even feel that I don't belong to my class. My classmates scored fairly well and I was in the weakest link.
Now, I am trying to climb up the class position. I don't know what I would get for my 'O' levels.

What's more, I don't even want to think about it..