Sad sad sad. Sad but I'm getting stronger.

I scored badly for physics. Well,I've expected that. It was heart-wrenching to see no improvement although I studied. Maybe it's not enough or I used the wrong method to study. I know I will fail for my chemistry. I'm not good at science at all but anyway, if you're not good at a subject it does not mean you will fail. Failure doesn't determine my fate so I will buck up to fight till the end. I know the setbacks would not pull me down back give me the motivation to be more well prepared.

Today was quite upset with such disappointing results. Ming Lee told me a lot of things to console me. She told me that it is not so useful depending on teachers. It is important to depend on yourself. After all the talking she said this. ''Haha. I like being a counseller leh''. *giggles

Felt quite bad as Ming Lee did not scored very well and she had to comfort me. Hey Michelle, it's just the prelim!

I think I'm going to do something about it. Can't going on like this. Buying revision guides,study everyday and making it a commitment. I told Qiong hui that we will stay back everyday to study and get help from teachers till our marks improve. No matter what it takes, I have to LIKE science. I would'nt bear to let my parents down.
They have spending money for us. I remembered my father said to me, ''Every time I get my salary I would spend it for my children. Then I left nothing for myself. Sometimes I feel that I worked so hard but it's all for my children. I wanted to buy something for myself like a golf bag but I do not have enough money.''

After my 'O' levels I want to work. Qiong hui recommended that I could work in the factory. The salary is about a thousand per month.That was a big sum of money for me. If I have a thosand dollars, I could help to contribute some expenses for my family. Then I can still put aside some money for myself so I don't have to ask for money from my parents.

Anyway, after all the bla bla bla about my life, I'm going to upload the photos I promised. :)

These are the photos that we took in the coffee bean when we are supposed to be studying on the left.

Haha. At the bottom there are the photos Ming Lee and me took in the bus.