Certain points in your life make you realised things. And these things allows you to grow, to be a better person. Today, I've realised that I wasn't a good sister. I've tried very hard, although I am not satisfied with myself as well. Sorry MauMau. I know I'm not a good jie jie to you. Can't help but feel sad and sentimental. I'm always like that. Mau seems to be the opposite of me. She is not very emotional type. So when I cry or say mushy stuff, she will say I'm crazy.

Many things happened and I dont know what to do. I'm not god. I want my family to be happy. Everyone! Today after hearing woes from different parties, I do not feel good. I hate the way I feel sometimes too. Unaware of what I really feel or want. Just confused and mixed feelings.

Unlike my sister.

Maybe that is why I'm more stupid than her.

Meimei, if you want to switch rooms, I have no objections. :(

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Homework stacking up. It's the time when temptation comes in to get you. This is where you struggle to between work and play. I am not good in it, I admit. I do not like doing homework. Seriously. Especially now in polytechnic, they throw you projects. Tomorrow, I have to submit this T-shirt design and show it to a company. I am fully un-confident. Sucks at school work man.


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Dad bought a new adapter. Am I touched or what? I can't help but feel that I'm simply a useless daughter.



Mood is now at zero point.