heart.
Name is Michelle
18 on '08
Studying in S'pore Polytechnic
Wishing my life would be like an interesting movie
Comedies always make me happy
Love my friends who stood by me
Family that always got my back
Music makes my world colourful
Dating with MND, We the kings
Thursday, January 29, 2009!
HandWritten on; 5:50 AM
Most of you have known that my uncle and Aunt left Singapore already. Here are just some late photos to entertain you...
Dinner before heading to the airport.
See this photo I also wanna cry liao. Like so sad. Haix.
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HandWritten on; 5:16 AM
Certain points in your life make you realised things. And these things allows you to grow, to be a better person. Today, I've realised that I wasn't a good sister. I've tried very hard, although I am not satisfied with myself as well. Sorry MauMau. I know I'm not a good jie jie to you. Can't help but feel sad and sentimental. I'm always like that. Mau seems to be the opposite of me. She is not very emotional type. So when I cry or say mushy stuff, she will say I'm crazy.
Many things happened and I dont know what to do. I'm not god. I want my family to be happy. Everyone! Today after hearing woes from different parties, I do not feel good. I hate the way I feel sometimes too. Unaware of what I really feel or want. Just confused and mixed feelings.
Unlike my sister.
Maybe that is why I'm more stupid than her.
Meimei, if you want to switch rooms, I have no objections. :(
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Homework stacking up. It's the time when temptation comes in to get you. This is where you struggle to between work and play. I am not good in it, I admit. I do not like doing homework. Seriously. Especially now in polytechnic, they throw you projects. Tomorrow, I have to submit this T-shirt design and show it to a company. I am fully un-confident. Sucks at school work man.
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Dad bought a new adapter. Am I touched or what? I can't help but feel that I'm simply a useless daughter.
Mood is now at zero point.
Saturday, January 17, 2009!
HandWritten on; 7:10 AM
I am having a tummy ache right now.
Yes, you're not hearing things.
We had buffet at raffles hotel today. The food was fairly good. Not really up to standard.
The price did not drop thou. One glass of coke light cost like 9bucks.
They just add like a slice of lemon inside.
Oh wow! *claps claps*
Oh my god, I can get that for like a dollar? With the same quality.
So, disappointing was, lobster wasn't there.
There was sashimi but it wasn't how I want it to be. Sakae Sushi's nicer :)
Well, here are the photos as promised!
Before getting into the restaurant....
Finally, the posh restaurant.
Service there was good thou. They cleared your plates and everything fast.
Staff there are friendly too!
I took them choosing their drinks. Cause they were smiling away~
Sister and daddy
Me and mummy.
Sister
Loving parents
Eating time!!!This is like one whole space reserved for deserts!?
This is my.. third round I think.
Beef langsane and pork.
Eating desert! Yum Yum. Daddy is blur at the back. What a coincidence?
Anyway, here's my desert. Did not take a lot cause I'm already very very full!
That piece of cake right there was freaking delicious!
It was white chocolate cake. It was soft, like it can melt when it enters your mouth.
As for the white chocolate at the top of the plate there, it's bad.
This is good you know.
It's...
SISTERS TIME!!!
Yah I know I am short..... but she wear super high heels also lar!!!!!! Lalala~
I dont mind being the younger sister :D
Naughty mei mei.....................
Yup, so it all ended well of course. Duh. :)
Friday, January 16, 2009!
HandWritten on; 8:24 AM
Have been poor in school attendence lately. :(
Couldn't wake up. Couldn't concentrate. Couldn't have any discipline in myself.
Disappointed with myself.
Piano stuff is stacking up as well. I am taking one step at a time.
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Enough of that. Tomorrow I'm going to eat at raffles hotel!
whoo whoo! My uncle and aunt are treating us for lunch.
Buffet!! Lobster here I come!
I still remember how that lobster taste like. Went there once was I was little.
So, be sure to expect photos tomorrow. Hehehe
Good night lazy michelle
Saturday, January 10, 2009!
HandWritten on; 8:45 AM
Went to Yum Cha today for breakfast.
Spent like 88bucks in total.
I ordered a lot of my favs.
Like there's sharkfin xiao long bao, crispy mango roll, and a lot more.
My aunt and uncle.
There are a few more pictures but they are in the camera and it's left behind in the car.
Playing around in the restaurant.
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After eating we went to far east. Was very bored.
Only me and sister was hyper about the shopping spree. So it was very boring.
Then we ate waffles with ice cream and mango fizz at gelare.
I am certainly gaining weight.
When I reached home, I was simply tired because I slept late you see.
Oh yes, I fell down.
Not funny okay. Stop laughing.
It's been like years since I fell?
The end of my pants got caught by the door and I fell.
Weird thing was, my dad sprained his ankle also while coming home.
Unlucky we have been for us. So is dad's pocket.
He have been paying for everything.
Of course, my uncle and aunt is also going to pay for certain things but we ain't rich you know!
Alright, enough of the whining.
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HandWritten on; 8:02 AM
Oh seriously! I just fell in love with this song lahhh...
Playing now in my blog.
Here are the lyrics:
I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming
Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down
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HandWritten on; 7:50 AM
It's been the second day since my Aunt and Uncle been here.
Everything was going well. I think I'm putting on weight with them around.
Just had western food for dinner, chocolates, mango, and bannana walnut cake.
They keep stuffing me with food.
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So today in school we had CRS presentation. I didn't do well in it.
I guess it was due to lack of practice, rehearsals and stuff.
I simply hit the road when it is time to present. The red hair was irritating as well.
Almost begging me to ask questions so I could gain a few pathethic marks.
But of course, that's my marks not hers so it's important if I could score.
Seriously, I do not have any questions. Not asking questions cost me 10 marks.
Bloody hell.
I guess I will start asking questions next week in the next presentation?
Maybe I could think of stupid questions like, " What colour is that font?"
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Went to arcade with my friend today and was simply fun fun fun!!!
Enjoyed it a lot! Thanks pal! ( My broken bones!)
Played like the same old games, fell in love with the shooting game but I was seriously bad in it.
Died within a minute. Cause the "dinosuar" bite me.
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Tomorrow I'm going to have dim sum with family.
YES YES!
Piano lesson in the noon tomorrow simply spoils the fun. Have to rush back just for an hour of playing the piano. What the heck right?
I think that's all, see ya!
Monday, January 05, 2009!
HandWritten on; 7:51 AM
Finished with my VAF presentation today! Finally. It was very embarassing to see myself on screen. I felt like digging a hole and hide in it.
Our classmates did a pretty decent job. Some were really hilarious. I'm not going to post the video we made here cause like I said earlier, I will feel embarassed.
Overall, our video was much completed and stuff but of course it can be further improved in many ways. Meaning, I am not realy satisfied with it. And duh, I have to blame myself for that.
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I felt like I have a lot of work to do but I keep putting them aside. I have excuses like I'm tired, I'll do them later, I still have more time, etc.
Seriously, I know that if I don't do it now it's going to be a last minute thing later. Human beings just know their mistakes and still do it. Hahaha, or maybe I was just referring to myself.
My mind is filled up with all the stuff I have to complete. Simply annoying. Worry, is what kills me. People tend to worry more and work less. That's why we are so depressed and are not completing anything we are supposed to do.
I am one live example for you to follow.
Things to complete
- Draw logos for DVDE
- Aunt is coming this thursday, prepare!
- Practice piano
- Gems presentation
AM I ABLE TO FINISH THEM!!!
Concentrate, concentrate, concentrate, focus, focus. . . . .
Saturday, January 03, 2009!
HandWritten on; 7:30 AM
Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to Gaya3!! :D
So fast! You're 19 already!
I'm so sorry that I couldn't celebrate with you this year.
I am so busy with school work.
I have my piano work to do also.
Sickening.
Okay, stop there about me.
Anyway girl, I'm here to wish you happy birthday!
May your health be in good condition, studies improve and achieve whatever you want in life.
Hope you and your laogong relationship gets better this year.
Thank you also for being my friend. In MI, if you weren't there, I would be very bored!
We had soo much fun even thou we did not have a lot friends, we didn't bother what our bloody
classmates see us. We sort of living in our own world. :D
I will remember you forever!
So make this year a adventurous and fruitful year! All the best :)
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So today I went for piano lesson. I did very poorly for my pieces as well as scales.
Probably I'm going to fail this exam.
I have short fingers which makes it a disadvantage, honestly.
But, also, I shouldn't use this as an excuse. I have to start with my piano revisions already.
Before I fail my exam and waste my money.
When I reached home after piano lesson, me and my sister started cleaning our room.
Getting all the unused stuff into a plastic bags. Cleaning every single damn thing.
Wiping tables and tying messy wires.
Our room is spick and span now!
After all the cleaning there is this, sense of achievement. A satisfying feeling.
Like, "Hey! I'm not useless okay!", and it feels great!
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Nadiah is sick.
She's in the hospital.
Although we are not as close as before, but I still feel worried for her.
I was speechless when I receive her sms.
I didn't know what to say. Felt a little stranger towards her.
Her health was poor since I met her so she went to the hospital for a few times already.
I think I will make something or whatever for her.
I don't know when I'm available to go visit her because school work is really stacking up.
This Thursday my aunt and uncle from England is coming to stay.
So, I need more time to do cleaning and stuff like that.
Nadiah, take care of yourself okay!
We haven't met for so long.It felt a little weird each time we met.We are helpless with words.Like suddenly, we lost the ability to speak.But deep down, I still remember the times we had.The things we do.The laughter we shared.The jokes we made,are still in my head.So please take care!Cause you're my best friend.Just wrote a little something for you. Hope you had the chance to read it now. :(
Thursday, January 01, 2009!
HandWritten on; 7:41 AM
Workload is increasing, because school is back into my life.
Teachers threw to us all the assignments to do.
Gonna get busy again...
Thinking of getting busy again, seems like a chore.
There's so much things you want to do besides doing your assignments.
Well, assignments defintely is not my interest.