How pathethic can I be?

You know sometimes in point of life you feel that, you may have many friends before but they

are not going to stay by your side anyway.

But, it's alright because you may have a few very good buddies or maybe you are a lucky one.

You keep having new friends along the way.

Or maybe you're like me? I am not a very outgoing type of person.

I preferred staying at home instead of going out.

I do not make friends easily.

And thus, I am very attached to my close friends.

Sadly, my close friends are drifting apart due to busy schedule.

At least, we still meet when our birthdays arrive.

Well, I think things are going to change.

We are NOT meeting.

4 Days since lun's birthday and we have not meet up.

Promised to celebrate it on Saturday but Naddie wasn't free.

She wanted to celebrate it on Sunday instead.

Now, Nani wants to do her portfolio.

Whatever people. You guys can just go ahead with your busy life.

Cause you know what? Not only you guys are busy. So am I.

SO don't bother to meet up next time okay. I'm not free for you guys.

Yes, I admit that I'm very pathethic.

I do not have many friends. JLNMN was like my only pillar of friends that kept me going.

My other friends were always visitors.

They come and go.

So you all can just do the same as what my other friends did!

I don't care.