I don't know why. Problems just can't seem to stop. I hate this stupid life of mine ok!

I spent my day today at home. Staring at the ceiling. Lying on the sofa. Playing the piano. Ears stuffed with my mom's nagging. Quarrelled with sister. Went out for dinner. Quarrelled again. In bed thinking. Trying to sleep. Can't sleep so woke up and sat outside alone watching "Live Earth". Went in room and started playing the internet.

What a boring day.

For so long, I didn't have the chance to go out with my fellow friends like Tze wen and Lynn.
Yesterday,I decided that we should go out today.
Through the phone we sms and decided where to go and the time. Ming Lee wanted to go out too so I thought we can all go along. Than I asked Lun to come along too.

In the end, everything was cancelled. I stayed at home. Like a stupid fool!

I am so tired. Tired of crying. Tired of feeling sad. Tired to think.
I just stare and stare and stare..

I know I'm being an idiot emo now.
I hate it too.
Maybe one day, when I find what makes me truely happy, than will I go for it. Than that's what I'll pursue in life.