The job I am in was stressful. It was not just an ordinary job to me. It was filled with people full with criticism and the working environment was unbearable. I may sound exaggerating but that's how things were. Today I have to go there for work. Maybe I will have fresh cuts on my hands. My legs will hurt again. I just have to tolerate.

I have decided to quit this job. I am quiting this job on tuesday. Then I am in for a new job, new environment and new faces. I hope this time it would be better. Shockingly, I was accepted by Pasta Mania and I am working there this wednesday. The 3 of us was still unable to stick together till the last minute. If only the unreasonable people in the factory does not exist I would continue to work there. I can have nightmares of the people there. Even now, as images of me working in that factory flashed through my mind it sends shivers down my spine.

I am quite nervous about the new job because it was my first time. Hopefully everything turns out well. I am not a very independent person and now I was thrown to the sea to learn how to swim by myself. It would be something new not learnt in class.

There was this particular person. Let's call her XX
I cannot read people's mind and am very frustrated with how she answered my questions. How can a person changed overnight? I am trying to figure out what happened but she decided to bottle up her feelings. Leaving me anxious. I ended the conversation with XX with a word. "Fine". I washed my hands off her problems. Is this the right solution?

I can only comfort myself by thinking that every cloud has its silver lining.